One must gauge one's trust carefully.
My lord. It is too much, and not enough
For every victory there is a price.
But slight mistakes accumulate, and grow to gross errors if unchecked.
We pay for sins we do not remember, and seek to do a will we can scarce fathom. That is what it is, to be a god's chosen.
This is the secret that none dares tell who fights for a cause. Dying, we are all alike.