Awareness means grasping life just the way it is, without contamination by mental projections.
The fear is simply because you are not living with life, You are living in your mind.
Conclusion means death. Confusion means possibility.
It is not sex per se - your identification with the body is the impediment to your spiritual growth.
When you consciously choose to be ordinary, you become extraordinary.
If you look at creation the way it is, it is explosively beautiful.