Leonard asks me if there's anything I need to know before he dies, I think about it for a minute, turn to him, say what's the meaning of life, Leonard? He laughs, says that's an easy one, my son, it's whatever you want it to be.

But that's part of faith. Believing and knowing despite what other people say, and despite what the world might think of your beliefs.

Lying became part of my life. I lied if I needed to lie to get something or get out of something

In my mind my obituary is done.It is done and it is right. It tells the truth and as awful as it can be, the truth is what matters. It is what I should be remembered by, if I'm remembered at all. Remember the truth. that is all that matters

And as ridiculous as it may sound, sometimes all any of us needs in life is for someone to hold our hand and walk next to us.

She feels and she cries. It is to be admired.

But love is different for every person. For some it's hate, for some it's joy, for some it's fear, for some it's jealousy, for some it's torture, for some it's peace. For some it's everything.