But there's no point in looking back and saying I was unlucky.
I've worked on the physical side and I think I'm a player that can do most things.
Although my dad Harry is the manager of West Ham, we get on very well.
But what goes on in my life outside of the game should be my business.
As I say, you get labeled. To stop all that, I've got to win things - that's the only way you make your mark.
My guilty pleasure is One Direction.