Phillipians 4:13 for Pete's sake!
Publishing is, by its nature, about deadlines, and deadlines are toxic.
I grew up hearing words like snakeroot, sassafras, mullein - things that had wondrous, mysterious sounds in their names.
I believe that's when God first started speaking to my heart--the very day I started speaking to His!
Lord, make me a blessing to someone today
When we turn from our sin, and have the blessed forgiveness of the Almighty, then we can ask Him to run things, and let Him be in charge.