Wanting neither too much to live, nor too much to die.
War's balance will prevail.
For the gift of life, the only true thanks was in living fully, and facing death with honor.
One to a customer was the rule: one body; one mind; one swing through life. - Tempus
Tempus wanders eternally, bringing death to whomever loves him and being spurned by whomsoever he shall love.
Don't blame yourself, or worry. Neither does a bit of good.