Do you remember the last thing you said to me? The last thing you did to me? And what was the last thing I said to you? Because trust me when I said it I knew it was the last thing I’d ever say.

I sat. And I thought. And the more I thought, connecting the events in my life, the more my heart collapsed.

Soul Alone by Hannah Baker I meet your eyes you don't even see me You hardly respond when I whisper hello Could be my soul mate two kindred spirits Maybe we're not I guess we'll never know My own mother you carried me in you Now you see nothing but what I wear People ask you how I'm doing You smile and nod don't let it end there Put me underneath God's sky and know me don't just see me with your eyes Take away this mask of flesh and bone and See me for my soul alone

And it feels strange, almost sad, to walk through ther empty halls. Each step I take sounds so lonely.

Why would anyone say this stuff about themselves on the Internet? It's crazy!

And in high school, people are always watching so there's always a reason to pose.

We didn't get that chance because I was afraid. Afraid I had no chance with you.