I believe my own demons would have caught up with me regardless of my race and regardless of whether I worked at 'The Times.

I feel like I delivered a blow, an unfortunate blow to a profession that not only did I personally love doing but that I value for society.

If they're all so brilliant and I'm such an affirmative-action hire, how come they didn't catch me?

I am making amends and seeking forgiveness. My only hope is that some good can come out of my situation.

I think people can learn from my experience - you know, any young people who are under pressure, whether you work on Wall Street or you work in a factory in Alabama, and young journalists.

I believe my own demons would have caught up with me regardless of my race and regardless of whether I worked at 'The Times.

I can't say anything other than the fact that I feel a range of emotions including guilt, shame, sadness, betrayal, freedom and appreciation for those who have stood by me, been tough on me, and have taken the time to understand that there is a deeper story and not to believe everything they read in the newspapers.