I want to be here, for my family. I want to be here for my baby. I want to see the birth of my baby.

I could have been better. That's my goal now, to be better.

Every day people say you got to move on with your life. You have to move on. And you just can't.

I want to be here, for my family. I want to be here for my baby. I want to see the birth of my baby.

People say, 'Jay, you're a great guy, you just had a couple of bad nights.' People that have themselves under control don't have a couple of bad nights like that. Plain and simple.

I went down and played with Magic Johnson at his all-star game in Atlanta. I remember Magic stopped the game and said, 'We need you here with us in L.A.

I'll say life is simpler.