I will never be able to move on as much as people would like me to.

I want to see the birth of my baby. Hopefully it's a boy. He can play for St. John's.

If I had to think of what I would do different in my whole career, it's that I never would have picked up a beer, bottle of vodka. That definitely changed my life. That is an Achilles' heel for me.

People say, 'Jay, you're a great guy, you just had a couple of bad nights.' People that have themselves under control don't have a couple of bad nights like that. Plain and simple.

I give God all the glory. And try to move on. Come home and hug my wife and my children. And thank God for every day that I have with my family.

I always relate respectfully with blue-collar people.

I want to be here, for my family. I want to be here for my baby. I want to see the birth of my baby.