One is still what one is going to cease to be and already what one is going to become. One lives one's death, one dies one's life.
Jean-Paul SartreBut [your crime] will be there, one hundred times denied, always there, dragging itself behind you. Then you will finally know that you have committed your life with one throw of the die, once and for all, and there is nothing you can do but tug our crime along until your death. Such is the law, just and unjust, of repentance. Then we will see what will become of your young pride.
Jean-Paul SartreYou see, I'm fond of teasing, it's a second nature with meโand I'm used to teasing myself. Plaguing myself, if you prefer; I don't tease nicely.
Jean-Paul Sartre