If you're extremely, painfully frightened of age, it shows.
I don't like the idea of separating life and work. That notion seems dated and a bit alien to me.
The cliche is that life is a mountain. You go up, reach the top and then go down.
The life you had is nothing. It is the life you have that is important.
Being an actress is to be in tune with the fantasies of a man. What woman never dreamt of that?
To me age is a number, just a number. Who cares?