I'm convinced I got signed because of who I am. And it makes me sad.

I was captured by music at a really early age. I was really captured by it. Everything about it. It was my mother… It was my father… It was my play thing. It was my toy. It was the best thing in my life.

I like cinematic art that doesn't have to include violence as the main meat of emotion. Now, excellence in cinema is based on murder, guns. Tarantino bores me. Even though he is very appealing and very facile about putting elements of pop culture into his work. But it kinds of dates it, right?

If you do anything regularly for a while, sooner or later the weirdoes will show up.

Be seriously involved with growing, with your own development, and never fear. Be the kind of person who is naturally powerful, positive, ingenious, open, to the highest degree. Be the best. No negativity. No weakness. No acquiescence to fear or disaster. No errors of ignorance. No evasion to reality.

I prefer the band situation. I prefer the relationship. Music is meant to be that way. It's meant to be interdependent.

And though the meaning fits, there's no relief in this. I miss my beautiful friend.