What I want out of tennis is not necessarily just winning.

I know there is much mystery, much question to what happened, and I must also say, many lies.

It wasn't my tennis that made me lose, it was a lot of different things going on, high drama, high emotion.

Yes, I made mistakes by rebelling, by acting out in confused ways.

Coming back after the layoff, I wasn't really sure what to expect.

I feel life I've started a new chapter in my life, and I need to live the past behind.

Forget about tennis, I was scared to open my mouth. I didnt even feel worthy of saying something and not sounding stupid.