I want to be the best mum and I want everything to be perfect - I want a fairy tale really.

I'd already put on a bit of weight before I got pregnant.

I think because I did a lot of modelling and appeared in lads mags a lot of women didn't necessarily warm to me. But now I have been through childbirth, post-natal depression and struggled with my weight, women seem to relate to me a lot more.

When I found out I was pregnant, I was over the moon about it, but I was upset I wasn't married!

The prima ballerinas who taught me were far more scary than Gordon Ramsay. They'd scream at me and pull my legs and arms, so after them Gordon was a piece of cake.

Ballet is such a disciplined craft and it has given me a good grounding.

If the press see you looking normal they can suddenly be 'oh, she's got a spot on her face, she's having a bad day'. That can be quite cruel.