When someone's been gone a long time, at first you save up all the things you want to tell them. You try to keep track of everything in your head. But it's like trying to hold on to a fistful of sand: all the little bits slip out of your hands, and then you're just clutching air and grit.
Jenny HanSometimes itโs like people are a million times more beautiful to you in your mind. Itโs like you see them through a special lensโbut maybe if itโs how you see them,thatโs how they really are.Itโs like the whole tree falling in the forest thing.
Jenny HanMaybe that was how it was with all first loves. They own a little piece of your heart, always.
Jenny Han