Before, it was just about making the films - and now it's releasing them. Which is a steep learning curve.

I'm going to ask what is correct, what I deserve, especially in relation to male actors.

I've spent my life being embarrassed.

Every time you fail, you learn more.

I try not to fake anything.

I have a feeling that very soon I'm going to fail very, very big. I'm going to try something and everybody's going to be like, 'What was she thinking?

The most important thing in my life, and the thing I try to focus on, is to try not to live a life of cruelty. That means trying to make sure I look people in the eye when I meet them. Sometimes you jump in a taxi, or maybe you only have two minutes with someone, and you never see them again. I try to always look them in the eye and have a real experience of what it is to communicate with someone.