Once my mom passed away, I have nobody to answer to. It's great.

What bothers me is that Jim Bakker lies. Jim Bakker knows for a fact that I was virgin.

Jim Bakker came along. He said, Jessica Hahn, listen. You're a virgin. As God as my witness. He said, We need a girl that we can trust.

I was a virgin. People find that hard to believe, but when you're raised in a church, that was just the way it is.

I've been treated as less than human, as a thing, as a pawn. And just because I don't have a Bible or a microphone-just because I don't draw millions of people on TV-doesn't mean I'm not human.

Nobody would hire me for TV, not that they should.

I was actually very ugly. I was ugly. I felt very insecure.