You can't just change who you are on the outside and expect it to change who you are on the inside.

Maybe if I try hard enough, we'll fall into each other and become one single person and we can share our pain instead of carrying it by ourselves.

People are running to and from class and I just want to yell, Slow down and wait for the world to catch up!

I've never felt like this before, with anyone. It's against the rules of surviving.

Just last night everything had seemed perfect. Well, not perfect. The world was still being tortured with Fey and Lost Souls, but, between Alex and me, everything was amazing. We were connected in every single way possible and not like how we were when we had the Stars energy in us. Everything was raw, breathtaking, moving, blissful. And then poof, once again the feelings are gone. Because hes gone.

The vertical lines that run down his forearms are the most disturbing, thick and jagged as if someone took a razor to his skin. I wish I could run my fingers along them and remove the pain and memories that are attached to them.

I write the word solitude on my wall and then below it: Do you know me at all? Are my words just air? Is my heart easy to spare?