You think that just because you left, it would change how I feel? Well, guess what? You're wrong. I can't help how I feel. I'm still in-

Alright, manly man,” he says. “Go prove that you’re a man.

How can you want to touch me after what I did?" "How can I ever not want to touch you?

Seize the day, take hold of it, and make it whatever you want.

Stay here, baby" he whispers, like he can read my thoughts. "Trust me, okay? Don't run

I'm just here,existing at the surface of the water,not quite drowning but not quite able to breathe.

I've never felt like this before, with anyone. It's against the rules of surviving.