Witty closing remarks have been replaced by massive head trauma and severe hemorrhaging.

Dear Die-ary, today I stuffed some dolls full of dead rats I put in the blender. I'm wondering if, maybe, there really is something wrong with me.

It's very strange to go from being completely secluded and doing your own work for yourself, to having an audience - and having an audience that's aware of what you do and expects you to do things that they like. It can make things difficult.

It's cool that people like what I do, but I don't work for the audience.

Witty closing remarks have been replaced by massive head trauma and severe hemorrhaging.

I got to draw monsters, robots and write funny stories. I loved doing that stuff and working with the actors. But it got to be less and less that stuff and more about trying to be everywhere and not being able to do one thing very enjoyably.

In certain ways it is incredibly damaging considering the stuff I did before certainly wasn't for kids.