I think - there's always going to be a percentage of people who maybe aren't as good as others.
So you can't lose serving God, and that all things work together for good.
When I first went to prison, I was even questioning where, God, where are you?
Most of you are so young you dont know who I am, and thats good.
In the book of Colossians, it talks about that because of what Christ did, we are pure. We are without judgment on ourselves. And only through him can we do something like this
You can't fake it when you're alone with God, you know.