California is a place in which a boom mentality and a sense of Chekhovian loss meet in uneasy suspension.
Joan DidionWhen you write, you're always revealing a difficult part of yourself. It may not be a part of yourself that looks as difficult - there are parts that look more difficult - but in fact, they are all difficult, and you get kind of used to doing that. It is sort of the nature of the thing.
Joan Didion