so i do what i do best. i move in the opposite direction.

Read a ton. Take a workshop course so you learn to give and get criticism.

See, as much as you want to hold on to the bitter sore memory that someone has left this world, you are still in it

Did you ever walk through a room that's packed with people, and feel so lonely you can hardly take the next step?

All it takes is a second and your whole life can get turned upside down.

It feels like a punch. Tears fill my eyes, and I wonder how I could be upset over losing something I never had.

This is when I realize that Anna has already left the table, and more importantly, that nobody noticed.