Just because you keep something a secret doesn't mean it never happened, no matter how much you want that to be true.
Jodi Picoultlet me tell you what happens when you cook down the syrup of loss over the open fire of sorrow: it solidfies into something wlaw. not grief, like you'd expect, or even regret. no, it gets thick as paste, black as ash; yet it isn't until you dip a finger in and feel that sharp taste dissolving on your tounge that you realize this is angel in its purest form, unrefined; a substance to be weighed and measyred and spread.
Jodi PicoultWhy are you doing this to yourself? When something bad happens, why do you have to pick at it until it bleeds all over again?
Jodi Picoult