It's hard to be done a favor by a man you hate. It's hard to hate him so much afterwards. Losing an enemy can be worse than losing a friend, if you've had him for long enough.
Joe AbercrombieThere are few men with more blood on their hands than me. None, that I know of. The Bloody-Nine they call me, my enemies, and thereโs a lot of โem. Always more enemies, and fewer friends. Blood gets you nothing but more blood. It follows me now, always, like my shadow, and like my shadow I can never be free of it. I should never be free of it. Iโve earned it. Iโve deserved it. Iโve sought it out. Such is my punishment.
Joe Abercrombie