If you expect miracles in your life, then release any attachment to the outcome.
If you don't have some self doubts and fears when you pursue a dream, then you haven't dreamed big enough.
Finally, what I really want is to be happy in this moment, where the magic and miracles happen. Stay in the moment and all gifts are added as you breathe and take inspired action.
Don't lean on the past, learn from it and move on.
The best way of become forgiving is to feel gratitude.
You can have whatever you want, as long as you don't need it.