And now I know it is perfectly natural for me not to look at someone when I talk. Those of us with Asperger's are just not comfortable doing it. In fact, I don'treally understand why it's considered normal to stare at someone's eyeballs.

I don't really understsand why it's considered normal to stare at someone's eyeballs

In the past, when people criticized me for asking unexpected questions, I felt ashamed. Now I realize that normal people are acting in a superficial and often false manner. So rather than let them make me feel bad, I express my annoyance. It's my way of trying to strike a blow for logic and rationality.

Simply making myself aware of others has remarkably improved my social life. People accept me much faster now that I ignore them less.

And my experience in the music scene had shown me that there were places for places in the world where misfits were welcome.

Saying you "have" something implies that it's temporary and undesirable. Asperger's isn't like that. You've been Aspergian as long as you can remember, and you'll be that way all your life. It's a way of being, not a disease.

This is a f***ing mess," I said tactfully.