Sometimes we have to do a thing in order to find out the reason for it. Sometimes our actions are questions, not answers.
John le CarreThe monsters of our childhood do not fade away, neither are they ever wholly monstrous. But neither, in my experience, do we ever reach a plane of detachment regarding our parents, however wise and old we may become. To pretend otherwise is to cheat.
John le CarreIn every operation there is an above the line and a below the line. Above the line is what you do by the book. Below the line is how you do the job.
John le CarreBut there is a big difference in working for the West and working for a totalitarian state.
John le CarreOut of date, perhaps, but who wasn't these days? Out of date, but loyal to his own time. At a certain moment, after all, every man chooses: will he go forward, will he go back? There was nothing dishounorable in not being blown about by every little modern wind. Better to have worth, to entrench, to be an oak of one's own generation.
John le Carre