You cannot control sin. Sin will control you. Do not try to manage sin.
It's very different to live with a mask.
You can't touch the world by giving up a Starbucks...We've dumbed it down.
If you know what you got and like it, be reluctant to leave it.
You can't compartmentalize unforgiveness. You can't control sin. You can't manage sin. Sin is never satisfied with the amount of you it possesses.
The only way I see an out is for you to take full responsibility.