God always seems bigger to those who need him most. And suffering is the tool he uses to help us need him more.
Joni Eareckson TadaI wished God were like He used to be, a few notches lower. I wanted Him to be lofty enough to help me but not so uncontrollable. I longed for His warm presence, times when He seemed moreโฆ safe.
Joni Eareckson Tada