It is not about reading the Word. It is about obeying the Word.
Stop comparing yourself to other people; you are an original. We are all different and it's okay.
If I believe the Bible, then I don't believe that a gay lifestyle or a homosexual lifestyle is the right way to choose to live. I believe that there's something so much better.
Be it unto you, even as you believe. In God's economy, we believe first and then see.
God's grace justifies sinners, but it never justifies sin!
God will help you be all you can be, but he will never let you be successful at becoming someone else.