Go home, and let all your relatives off the potter's wheel. You are not the potter!
Everything you do is a seed that you sow. Seed bad, harvest bad. Seed good, harvest good. And the list goes on and on.
If you want a testimony, you are going to have a test.
Don’t waste your life waiting until everything is perfect before you start enjoying it.
Do you look forward to going to church, or is it something you do out of obligation?
You're so caught up in grumbling, complaining, and seeing what's wrong that you have no energy or time to appreciate what's good.