Do you look forward to going to church, or is it something you do out of obligation?
It is not about doing what we feel like. It is about doing what God says.
If you only do what is easy, you will always remain weak.
You're not free, unless you come to the place where you have nothing to prove.
Is all anger sin? No, but some of it is. Even God Himself has righteous anger against sin, injustice, rebellion and pettiness.
When you forgive, you must cancel the debt. Do not spend your life paying and collecting debts.