Our feelings are real and they are powerful, but they are not more powerful than God and truth.
The more you trust Jesus and keep your eyes focused on Him, the more life you'll have. Trusting God brings life. Believing brings rest. So stop trying to figure everything out, and let God be God in your life.
Give Him your mess and let it become your message.
If we do our best, God will do the rest.
If you will do what you CAN do, God will do what you CANNOT do.
I want to encourage you to place yourself totally into God's hands and allow Him to be the Manager of your life.