you have to realize that you don't have someone else's life and your never going to. You better start loving the one you got. Embrass the life you have and stop wishing that you could be someone else. Just stop all that and start saying "God here I am. Do what you want to do with me".
Joyce MeyerI was mentally, emotionally and verbally abused by my father as far back as I can remember until I left home at the age of eighteen
Joyce Meyer