But life never lets you go, does it? You can't put down life the way you put down a book.
Julian BarnesWhen youโre young you prefer the vulgar months, the fullness of the seasons. As you grow older you learn to like the in-between times, the months that canโt make up their minds. Perhaps itโs a way of admitting that things canโt ever bear the same certainty again.
Julian BarnesIf the writer were more like a reader, heโd be a reader, not a writer. Itโs as uncomplicated as that.
Julian BarnesAnd no, it wasn't shame I now felt, or guilt, but something rarer in my life and stronger than both: remorse. A feeling which is more complicated, curdled, and primeval. Whose chief characteristic is that nothing can be done about it: too much time has passed, too much damage has been done, for amends to be made.
Julian Barnes