In 1980, I published my first novel, in the usual swirl of unjustified hope and justified anxiety.
Julian BarnesLife is like invading Russia. A blitz start, massed shakos, plumes dancing like a flustered henhouse; a period of svelte progress recorded in ebullient despatches as the enemy falls back; then the beginning of a long, morale-sapping trudge with rations getting shorter and the first snowflakes upon your face. The enemy burns Moscow and you yield to General January, whose fingernails are very icicles. Bitter retreat. Harrying Cossacks. Eventually you fall beneath a boy-gunner's grapeshot while crossing some Polish river not even marked on your general's map.
Julian BarnesIโve always thought you are what you are and you shouldnโt pretend to be anyone else. But Oliver used to correct me and explain that you are whoever it is youโre pretending to be.
Julian BarnesWas it the case that colours dimmed as the eye grew elderly? Or was it rather that in youth your excitement about the world transferred itself onto everything you saw and made it brighter?
Julian Barnes