Yet, when we talked, when we were together, she seemed so familiar. Seemed to know who I was, where I was coming from. She knew me better than I knew myself, I think. She was easy to be with. And I wanted to be with her, like all the time.

I hear you. I just don't believe a word you say.

What I know is you can't go back. You can't press delete and re-key your life.

Yeah, I hear the truth. But this is my truth.

I hated him. I hated them all. They made me hate myself even more than I already did.

My mother read that parents should spend quality time with their children. One way is to sign up for organized activities together. This month we're taking meditation to free the mind. Last month it was Rolfing. Have you ever Rolfed, Tone?" "Only after the school's shepherd's pie," I said.

What will I become? Because I won't be me any longer. That will be a relief. I dont want to be the helpless person I've always been.