I want to know why I'm alive. I want to understand. It's like exploration; it's like someone being interested in a place and its history, digging into the earth and looking for it, searching - it's a passion.

My only ambition is to be true every moment I am living.

If you have everything, then you don't want to go on. It's the lacking that makes you search for something better.

I need relationships, but sometimes when I am in one I feel claustrophobic. It is about feeling that I still have my freedom, that I have choices. I don't look back on the past because I like to live in the present. I know this makes some people think I probably never cared, but I need my freedom and I like to keep moving.

I am not a woman staying at home.

Oh, I'll be forgotten too, don't worry.

You have to have the courage to wait, to say no, ... And thats difficult. This job is very uncertain, and its frightening.