Dishonesty increases disorder exponentially. It's hard enough to communicate when you're telling the truth.
Karen Marie MoningI have a box inside me now that never used to exist. I never needed it before. It's down in my deepest, darkest corner, and it's airtight, soundproofed and padlocked. It's where I keep the thoughts I don't know what to do with, that could get me into trouble. Eating Unseelie hammers on the inside of that lid incessantly. I try to keep kissing Barrons in that box, too, but it gets out sometimes.
Karen Marie MoningAnd when he did that, my hands curled into fists because I thought about touching his face like maybe I could catch joy in my hands and hold it.
Karen Marie MoningSometimes I worry that thereโs not enough room in my brain for both my dreams and reality that Iโm a hard drive with limited gigabytes and one day I wonโt be able to maintain the firewall between them. I wonder if thatโs what senility is.
Karen Marie MoningDon't accuse me of being morbid when I'm merely the product of a culture that buries the bones of the ones they love in pretty, manicured flower gardens so they can keep them nearby and go talk to them whenever they feel troubled or depressed. That's morbid. Not to mention bizarre. Dogs bury bones, too.
Karen Marie Moning