I am mad, I think. I am mad therefore I think. I am mad therefore I think I am.

What did you do when the worst thing that could happen to you had already happened - how did you live life then? You had to hand it to Theo Wyre, just carrying on living required a strength and courage that most people didn't have.

It was a long time ago now. And it was yesterday.

In the end, it is my belief, words are the only things that can construct a world that makes sense.

I am mad, I think. I am mad therefore I think. I am mad therefore I think I am.

I'm a lapsed Quaker. I don't go to meetings any more. But I'm very drawn to Catholicism - all that glitter. I'd love to be a Catholic. I think it would be fantastic - faith, forgiveness, absolution, extreme unction - all these wonderful words. I don't think anyone who was ever born a Catholic hasn't died a Catholic, no matter how lapsed they are.

Most people muddled through events and only in retrospect realized their significance.