I'm not a clean freak. My house is a mess.

Despite all those years of abusing your lungs, your kidneys, your liver the only thing you've had removed is your kids.

I would definitely love to be a parent.

My mom, she's a breast cancer survivor and because of that I had started getting mammograms once a year, starting at age 30.

I think it's also different when you're younger, too and your whole life is exposed. You know, it is probably exhausting and a little spiritually depleting, but you just find ways to fill up and do things For me it's simple things.

When I cook, I mean when I'm working crazy hours I always do Sunday dinner and I'm not afraid to ask for help, whether it's from Boston Market or from my friends to bring a dish ... it's all about community and really connecting.

I have a lot to be grateful for. I really do kind of get into the holiday spirit and try to find something to be grateful for anyway but this is the time of year so.