I've had paranoid panic attacks.
I am a better mother for having something in my life and not just my children.
I'm never satisfied with the way I look.
I keep kind of making certain mistakes in public appearances over and over again.
I've created a chaotic life, and then I get on edge because of it.
I dreamed about these moments, and I think I hoped I would have them, but you don't know. So when the lucky break hits, it's like being Cinderella and hopefully midnight doesn't come.