I was a psycho woman. It felt like something in me that I had no control over.

The only ones I trust really are my Mum and Dad and those who are closest to me.

There's a lot of stuff that happened to me when I was kinda young. Like when I was just 12, or 13 or so. It might really shock some people. It's an interesting part of my life, I hope it's in the book, I didn't check whether they put it in or not.

When I was 15, all the boys at school had off-road motorbikes. I wasn't allowed to have one, so I just went out and bought one. My parents took the keys.

I'm so loud, as if I know what I'm on about, but deep inside, I'm so insecure. Just a little girl.

I'm a little frail girl, but I like being tied up, blindfolded and gagged so you can't move.

My main dream - and I'm trying to get 'Living TV' to do it - is to go into prison and interview serial killers, rapists, murderers, psychopaths.