I am a romantic, I admit it.
When I joined the band I didn't know any of the tunes, and when I left the band I didn't know any of the tunes!
I can't even tolerate my own playing on electric keyboards. It's not about the musical ideas - the sound itself is toxic. It's like eating plastic broccoli.
I'm my own most merciless critic onstage.
I think you have to be completely merciless with yourself.
I realized that improvisers should probably always have time off. But musicians are always gigging and never have a chance to stop for a minute - unless something drastic occurs.