Now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be. So together, but so broken up inside.

I have a big fear of change, or negative change, anyway. I'm basically the same person I was when I won 'Idol,' or when I was 10.

I'm sorry I'm crying again on national television.

I'm always going to live in Texas. Texas is my home - it'll be my home forever.

The fact that I've managed to find a husband who understands and respects everything I do is astonishing.

People keep asking me if I am having more fun, being blonde, but I always have fun! Whether I'm blonde, redhead, or brunette! I always have fun.

You should know that I lead, not follow