I was called fat and ugly in the press almost my entire life. I understand that being judged by others comes with the territory, but it broke my heart and ruined my self-esteem.

I'm giving everyone involved 24 hours to make it right or the world will hear how I really feel.

I hate the word gothic but I would like to try doing something like that. A gothic sound, not rock, but gothic. There's a difference.

Sometimes it's other people's voices you have to shut out.

The truth is, when girls are mean to you or make fun of you, it's because there's something wrong with them.

It's really hard seeing somebody you love be in pain and be ill and there's nothing you can do. What's interesting is people act in so many different ways. You know, some people run away, some people get angry, some people fall apart. It's like everybody has a different way of dealing with stuff like that.

Pilates is amazing, my posture is so much better and I'm even starting to get muscles on my tummy - it's incredible.