For once in your life, here's your miracle, stand up and fight.
My rite of passage into my brave new world, life on the road.
Courage is always rewarded.
Heaven help the man who fights his fear.
I had to get in touch with the source, I had to go back into my abandonment issues with my mother, I had to go into issues with my father I hadn't even looked at before.
I couldn't be in a relationship and behave like somebody else or pretend I felt something I didn't feel. And that includes saying things I thought might jeopardize the relationship.