never feel guilty about anything shame and guilt are a waste of time just do what you do-- and deal with it

In love and faith I just have to believe

The sadness, the silence, the darkness, the loneliness... all of it held in a simple little moment. It was just so... I don't know. Just so much.

never feel guilty about anything shame and guilt are a waste of time just do what you do-- and deal with it

I was thinking about all these things and more, but I wasn't really thinking about them at all. They were just there, floating around in the back of my mind, thinking about themselves. What I was really thinking about, of course, was Lucas.

It's strange, the lack of emotion, the absence of drama in reality. When things happen in real life, extraordinary things, there's no music, there's no dah-dah-daaahhs. There's no close-ups. No dramatic camera angles. Nothing happens. Nothing stops, the rest of the world goes on.

Because some things are never meant to be anything more than a moment. And that was one of them.